why?

why am I the fucked up one? I didn't deserve this life. You can't choose your family and upbringing. I've had lots of shit and trauma in my life. But I've never loved like I've loved you. And still you broke my heart and here I am. If anything happens, you saved me AAP and I have loved you from the day I saw you playing pool to now. why don't you love us, your family and notice us? we love you, we miss you. xoxo ❤️