why?

why am I the fucked up one? I didn't deserve this life. You can't choose your family and upbringing. I've had lots of shit and trauma in my life. But I've never loved like I've loved you. And still you broke my heart and here I am. If anything happens, you saved me AAP and I have loved you from the day I saw you playing pool to now. why don't you love us, your family and notice us? we love you, we miss you. xoxo ❤️

Love always.

I love you always and forever xoxo. It's getting to the end. They are yours, always have been. They love you, you're their father. Don't abuse it. I wish we could be a family together, you chose someone else. I love you, we love you, always have always will. xoxo

shutdown

I give up. That's all. I've been through hell and back and I give up. I thought you would choose me. I was wrong. thy will be done your will be done. I'll always love you xoxo forever and ever.